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Let’s NOT Have A Toast For The Asshole!!

A Little Remorse Goes A Long Way

I’m an asshole. The problem with that is that I’m an asshole to all the wrong people. People who’ve looked out for me, tried to help me. I promise you, it’s something I am actively working on, but it’s HARD!! Hard because I usually don’t see how I’m being an asshole until someone tells me. 

I know I’m selfish, but I really don’t know any other way to be. I have to look out for me. Always. Me first!! Because, if I don’t, I don’t get what I want out of life…out of anything! I’ve been raised in environments where being selfish was beneficial. Rewarded, even!! 

I don’t know why I’m on this tirade. I feel bad, but only a little. But, enough to wanna change it, at least a little. I honestly like not being SOO nice.

About CabSuave

37....I am an architecture loving, fashion craving, culinarily curious big kid-at-heart! I'm never too assuming, and have a life goal of leaving the world a better place than the place I was born into!

2 comments on “Let’s NOT Have A Toast For The Asshole!!

  1. I have found the balance between savage and mush. It makes life more enjoyable. But I could never give it up all of the way =)

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    • CabSuave

      I haven’t found MY particular balance yet, only because I don’t know where I wanna draw the line with where I will allow people space to be, and where I’ll stop them dead to rights because I’m usually an impatient ass.

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